Gonna skip the intro, let me just get into it.

Stuff I Haven't Finished

Still not done with the Project Hail Mary review. More like I haven't started it. But I did watch it again and I enjoyed it. Maybe I don't need a review, or maybe not at this moment. It will happen eventually.

I also have one F1 recap pending. I don't know why I can't get it out. I literally have only one section left, the key moments, which is literally just me looking at the race and highlights and noting things down. I have everything else ready. It sucks, but I'm probably gonna do it tomorrow.

A Few Things I've Done

My controller got replaced. Been playing less because I just don't get enough time sometimes. Either way, it's here and all good for now.

I saw Spider-Man: Brand New Day and need to give it a review, but the main thing is I liked it. I liked it a lot.

As for Odyssey, ticket prices are finally something I can manage and afford to pay, but timings and work sometimes don't let me. And it gets booked like crazy even though there are only two showings a day. Let's hope I can get a ticket soon, because I kinda just wanna do something.

I also did start working on my backend architecture migration and stuff for my website and thats going fine. working on 2 new apps, an app lock and a stats for my medium account.

I recently got The Dark Knight and The Dark Knight Rises movie in a 1.43 download and by god, I get the hype. It's so beautiful, and I'm actually really enjoying learning about these aspect ratios and stuff, especially for movies. But the 1.43 shots of the movie were just so beautiful. I mean, my PC caps out at 1920 × 1080, but if I do get a chance to see this on a TV or a bigger screen that can support the resolution, my mind will be blown. This was a fun thing I did a couple weeks back so wanna share it.

This Weird Phase of Adulthood

Which brings me to my next thing.

This month has been another lull in adulthood, and today I realised I'm in this weird adulthood phase where I'm fairly independent. I have a room to myself. I can buy myself stuff, even though I don't, at least not that often. I order food, although I do want to stop because I don't like spending money in that sense.

I work with my father, and that's not the problem. But it's like I come back home, make myself dinner, and then do my stuff. It's this weird imbalance of being far and close, and both are comfortable for me, but it can get dull sometimes.

All throughout this time I have no one to talk to about things except maybe writing some stories and imagining things, and that is at times really depressing no matter how much I might like the fantasies.

All that makes me feel very lonely, which makes me feel what doesn't kill you, makes you wish you died anyway.

Fin

I don't know what the month holds for me, and I am tired of setting goals I know I will fail.

Until next time.